Wow....just another 1 month, I will be flying to NZ.

I had been looking forward for this trip since I got my visa pproved. When was that??In January, yeah...

A bit excited, a bit worried, wonder how is it going to be like, staying at other ppl's country for so long. My longest oversea trip so far is 10 days, I think....

Recently I started to send emails to frens, informing them about my resignation. Some calls, some write emails, some just keep quiet.

And those that reply always asked this question, "Are you going alone??"

And after my answer, "Yes", frens seems to feel awkward, some even asked,"Really going alone??"

I wonder what is wrong about going alone...lots of fren also go study abroad alone, but when I want to go holiday alone, suddenly everyone feel unusual....haha....funny, isn't it??There seems to be a hidden rule some where...in our mind...a preset program.

Yes, I am going alone....this is something I wanted to do, so I guess there is nothing wrong chasing ur own dream, ALONE..... A fren called after I told him I'm going alone, he said I sound a bit sad. Hemnnn...this got me thinking...am I??Maybe again, it the preset program, "ALONE", the word itself comes with some sadness, some helplessness, some....hemnn, just all the not very enthusiastic word.

Travelling alone can be lonely at times, but it also means freedom, I kind of like the feeling of not needing to tell anyone what is my next plan, and I dun even really ahve to plan, wow....cool man!!And who knows I might made some great frens along teh way, some interesting pepole, from another corner of the world..

What ever it is....New Zealand....here I come......yahooooooooooooooooooo!!!

 

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